~whatever~

yea working life isnt as easy as i thought especially im required to speak in malays...holly shit!!! and im just realise my malays was juz so dam sucks!!! my colleague bli bli bla bla in malays but i keep thinking how i should start to converse with those customers and i need to fulfill 4hrs talktime
arghhh and if i din get sales i need to stay back until 7.30 omg!! it's damn hard to get even a sale but daily target was 2sales if nt need to stay til 7.30 by the time i reach home also 9 dy....the next day i need to get up at 6.30 and reach there on time otherwise the door wil be close haha YES punctuality is so important yea i agree....we are required to be punctual yea.....i being scolded twice, one is on the phone and the team leader see i m holding phone so paiseh and another time being scolded because i m late for 1 min after break....

haiz i dont wan to give up either but now onli i realise that im not into sales and i hate doing sales..hitting the target and so on....

ppls keep scolding me for whatever reasons and why dont they understand me...cant they just respect whatever decision i had made??saying me this and that and even counting with me about sth!!!! this so fucking sickening!!!!!

this that all for now and im currently seeking for a new job....haiz............................

Stressful

my feeling i now is so complicated....i try hard to memorize the theories..the harder i try the easier i forget about it..i really have a bad instinct that i wouldn't be able to get through this paper....that what i felt when i gonna sit for business law...one paper passed BF which i think the questions is kinda easy compared to PSQ but i made alot of mistakes which im not supposed to haiz.....haiz.......i have a thought if i dont know how to do tml paper and i will fail it and resit on next sem i know this is silly and stupid but at least it wouldnt drag my CGPA low lor.........depends on tml ba....


sth embedded inside my heart which i can hardly tell it to anyone.....kinda regret taking adv....i dont know if my decision is right or wrong but since im here now and i should put my 100% effort and do well in my exam and obtaining better grade compared to DIP.......i promise myself that i wouldn't let myself feel regret for second time...............

i seem like putting myself in dilemma...i wanted to ask sth but i could hardly gather up my courage and ask....why i m just so weak???sometimes i feel that im just nothing or a pass by-er.....everything or everyone around you seem to be more important...what about me??

RAnDom PoSt!!!!

finally im free to post up sth here!!

submitted all my assignments at LAST!!

4 assignments! 4 presentation!tutorial presentation every weeks for 14 weeks! coursework!
all this craps driving me crazy and finally i crawl out from this stupid craps!!!!! : (

and is time for me to enjoy before start off with my preparation for my exam....

i still manage to celebrate my Christmas haha...first of all celebrated with beloved OYK on wednesday...simple outing to Pavillion and i bought him a purse from SEED while he get me a necklace and bag. Last Valentine he bought me a pendant and finally de pendant pair with the necklace now!haha.....

TO OYK.....in relationship we dont talk about equity theory where everything need to be equal simply because we dont count everything precisely. A gift do not need to be expensive or cheap but judge on the value embedded within the gift..you get ME?

next, i would say a random trip to GENTING HIGHLANDS for countdown session....ben called and asked if we wanna go Genting for Christmas and me and ang agree but only Mun, Keat Sin, Ang and me went..others busy enjoying their christmas with their beloved...a super cooling countdown for me....im wearing a half quarter pants and slipper....Cold til my legs and my mouth is shaking...but the trip filled with lots of fun , laughters.........


im here to wish u guys

Happy New Year
a new year ahead and hope that everything goes smoothly this year:)

COMPLAINTS

hahahx assignments due very soon next wednesday MCI then next next monday AMR phew....assignment come and go but when will it come to de end?phewwwww........tutorial presentation, assignments, coursework, final exam and sem break is this a cycle that every students must experience when they reach the college level? answer is definitely YES!!! this wat makes the students feel stress and then jump off from building and who creates this stupid lame shit should be guilty as they made so many students die for no reason but STRESS
or we should view in another point of view as they students need to cope with stress as there are many solution available for them just they being so silly to choose the stupid road??hahahaha
craps!!!

Many events happening in college yet we just glanced through and rush for our assignment discussion phew reli a hectic semester, This semester the tutor was so "nice" and their instruction was just so "clear". One of our tutor love to repeat the same sentence for several time, make me feel like giving her a punch on her face and her instruction was juz so clear this minute she say this and then next minute say another thing dam confusing that i always skip her lecture i do feel guilty but she is juz dam confusing and super "fan" argh...another lecturer was just so strict keep scolding like nobody else , keep reading from de slide and talking jargon that i dont understand at all and everytime make me feel guilty because i feel regret of going to his lecture waahahaha and everytime he confront us with just ONE expression "hangus"face..i never see him smile before yet ppls say that he is a experienced lecture ahem *doubting* mayb yes but just he juz dont know how to communicate with students and this make the sutdents position in their mind that he's unfriendly and thus, students rarely ask him question after the lecture
so positioning strategies is very important in marketing strategy o!!!

by saying all this im doubting myself if i can pass all my subject this sems onot???phew.....everything seem tough for me....hopefully i can make it lor....

haha this month (DEC) celebrated bee and jean birthday erm as we grow older we seem to be straight forward...no surprise for them as the old tactic cant be used now anymore...or it had been used for so many years and now everyone know the tactic being used when someone birthday?hahahx hope they enjoy the celebration and the so called present as well.

that all for now ba....

simple upDATES

phew forgotten my password for blogspot this shown how long i did not log in for blogspot....hahahax...


anyway juz a simple updates hahahx or juz come craps....

juz bought laptop dell purple instead of red..kinda regret but nth can be done....
so i can online now at gk home but not my home because my hse no connection..sad nyer.....phew

my year1 sem2 started long long time and now already week 8 den next sem internship....assignment due soon...phew!!!stressed!!!

i guess that all ba...hahahx

im confused

im soooo confused of everything......im so lost......i find it hard to open my gold mouth to talk...to socialise with others......i tot talking is my expertise and the only thing im good at.....but im wrong.Totally wrong....thing juz screwed up.......and because i think i good at talking and that why i choose marketing course as my major in my dip and adv dip........and now i reli doubting myself can i make it through the end.....even if i can complete my dip and adv dip........and got my certificate......can i make money with the cert that i got?i get employed juz because of the cert....can i sustain in the company without doing any talking with the customer?CAN I??WAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!fuck man i hate the current me!!! i keep giving excuse that i dont know chinese and so this is the factor that i unable to communicate with them...but deep down in my heart i know this isnt a problem this is juz a fucking excuse that i created to escape from the problem i m facing....

ok the end of my emo-ness post......

back to my life now...result released....passed all..luck was juz by my side....nth much to say..hope i can treat this as a motivation and do better this semester.....the subjects of this semester was kinda boring...now we are flooded with assigment,proposal deadline,tutorial presentation,.......
this is wat always happen at the beginning of the sem....now no more last minute work because coursework contribute 40%......haha so must do well in the assignment in order to get better grade in exams.......ok that all for that


now my sahabat is working in an accounting firm,glad to hear that as i guess she can learn alot since account is always her expertise.....hahaha...even the salary is low but keep going k.....at least u can gain knowledge by that..now juz build ur foundation 1st k?even it's tired but keep going we are alwiz there for you....*alto im abit far frm u but u can alwiz find ang a bee a jean a ben a mun a joey a.....hahahahah*


i think that's all for now ba....updates more next time ya......

updates

it been so long since my last update....my sem break juz over....where there alot of things happen during this period and it consist of so many "first time" bt it was great experience.....

first of all, i been working with yen for Digi..promoters for DIgi postpaid....i tot it was easy jobs because in my thought i think that i juz ned to promotes the sim pack bt im absolutely wrong....i ned to learn how to register for them...a very long procedure...headache...that why i was kinda reluctance to promote for it...bt this job is more flexible compared to job at g2...no complaint,no client,no training....hahaha

next is celebrating sharon belated birthday,we went to hot hot pot...the environment is very clean and the food are well arranged.haha.....eat and eat and eat...non stop because we paid for it waaahaha....what's up next? 2nd round...we went to genting so random..they suggested many places but all was banned cuz i ned to work next day hahhah..sorry guys..anyway we went to genting...sooooo darn cold!! im freezing!!!i gonna be ice cube soon......but they al like bo rasa...for the very first time i use a silver colour thing (steal from ben's car) to cover myself and i know it was dam yong sui but i got no choice...sorry guys i know i abit sou heng lor cuz urging u all go back wuwuwu bt i reli veryyyyyyy cold..next time no jacket no genting k?ahahaha

coming up next is our malacca trip....duno who suggested and we make it happen!alto im pk but i cant miss the fun...we went there at nite den check in at the King's apartment...keep taking pic...one funny incident was the towel and the baldi a duno wat it called jatuh kat jamban everyone say i did it on purpose wuwuw...not me a not me a!!den next day walk ard and eat ard then back kl lor...

and then work for LG smartphone for 2days haha..not bad..first time i come across jobs that i do not need to put in any effort juz sit there and ppls will approach u and ask me about EVERYTHING BUT NOT THE PHONE hahaha..so i juz sat there whole day yet staffs there are so friendly yet funny...haha....

next fri result gonna release lor...pray hard i manage to pass all the subjects and so i can buy my laptop too!!!my beloved lappiee im coming to u....


that all for now hehehe seema long post hahahaha