Stressful

my feeling i now is so complicated....i try hard to memorize the theories..the harder i try the easier i forget about it..i really have a bad instinct that i wouldn't be able to get through this paper....that what i felt when i gonna sit for business law...one paper passed BF which i think the questions is kinda easy compared to PSQ but i made alot of mistakes which im not supposed to haiz.....haiz.......i have a thought if i dont know how to do tml paper and i will fail it and resit on next sem i know this is silly and stupid but at least it wouldnt drag my CGPA low lor.........depends on tml ba....


sth embedded inside my heart which i can hardly tell it to anyone.....kinda regret taking adv....i dont know if my decision is right or wrong but since im here now and i should put my 100% effort and do well in my exam and obtaining better grade compared to DIP.......i promise myself that i wouldn't let myself feel regret for second time...............

i seem like putting myself in dilemma...i wanted to ask sth but i could hardly gather up my courage and ask....why i m just so weak???sometimes i feel that im just nothing or a pass by-er.....everything or everyone around you seem to be more important...what about me??