Down to the Earth

Nowadays I am just so bad luck...bad luck as in every single thing i do.....and those bad news come to me by rolling and make me feel so sad eventually :(

First and foremost, around 10am..Ms.Piza (Sound like pizza and that's why i remember her name) called me for second interview at Metrojaya but it was kinda last minute as the interview scheduled at 3pm on that day itself but somehow I promised to attend because I was kinda excited as Albert Tea will be working in that company on Next monday...So i prepared all the question that might be ask during the interview and the potential answers which it would help to convince the interviewer that I am qualify for that post. I waited one hour for the bloody bus to arrive and jammed all the way to Chow Kit monorail and walked all the way to Menara PMI (great effort huh) and the best damn thing ever happened to me is i settle down in a room and then here come the Ms.Christy and Ms.Piza.Ms.Christy flip through the application form that i filled during the first interview.Those questions she asked ALREADY STATED IN THE APPLICATION FORM AIN'T U KNOW HOW TO READ IT BY YOURSELF BEFORE INVITING ME FOR THE INTERVIEW.??the interview only last for 5minutes f***.....wasting my time and my effort man!! at least u ask me some question that related to A&P i also "kam min" abit lor....ask those silly questions....

And then, went to TS for a walk and then Ms.Chan Kah Ang told me tsunami happened in Japan. I feel so bad for them but nothing i can do just pray hard for them. It was so happening where everyone gather around the TV and watch the news. Nowadays natural disaster happened everywhere and thus we need to be grateful and appreciate every second that we have.

When i reach home,another sad new from someone.I feel really bad for him and i know he need lots of courage to deal with whatever happening now.I am worried of him...he seem like nothing but yet i dont know what actually running in his mind.No matter what I am always there for you.It's just depend on you whether u wanna share with me or not.But too bad I wasnt the one who you will seek for when u are sad...pathetic......the report will be release tomorrow...I really pray hard that it would cure......God bless your dad.

Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.

Today i viewed back the blog where it's only belong to me and him...feel extremely sad and i wonder why i still digging out the sadness inside me..release my emotion maybe haha...i would never forget the support he gave last time and it's really motivated me...each word he said is just so precious as i wouldnt able to listen it now...i would never forget the moment we spent together last time but it had become history....
today is 1st of Feb meaning tomorrow's 2nd of February..this used to be a special moment for both of us but somehow it dont seem to be important to anyone anymore.Personally i feel so sad because we are not able to make through to the 3rd year and therefore, i hope this day wouldn't come.