Prisoner Dilemma

Have u guys ever heard of Prisoner Dilemma erm i think in Peoples and Organization subject??i think we learn before...before this is feel this theory is so lame and some question appeared in my mind "Why should we learn what prisoner think when they face the situations?" but now i realize it is applicable in our real life..although im not so sure if my application was correct but that how i think hoho

First scenario, I waited for him for years for him to back to my side,however he fall in love with another pretty girl and get married, by that time, my skin is suffering from skin aging,wrinkles,white hairs and etc.So nobody wants me and i need to go ShaoLin Temple to become nun and be a vegetarian for the rest of my life or Become a successful business woman,owned few trillions but live without love from the husband or sons/daughters *sooo dull*

Second scenario, he made up for his Master/Degree but I'm falling for another guys and got married.However his situations would be much better than mine because when a guy have few millions,there will be lots of pretty girls range from young to old will started to stick to him.Even he wants Megan Fox becoming his wife,I think it wouldn't be a problem.Life just so unfair but YES that's the fact!!ACCEPT IT

Third scenario,both of us did not wait for each others and found another "true love" and we manage to found and got married and live happily ever after.Like stories in Fairy Tales.

Last but not least, both of us waited for each other.I waited him to complete his Master and he waited me in becoming more mature and dependent and we realize that we are just made for each others and we got married.This is the most desirable ending however i don't think this would happen because I don't think that he love me anymore

"Do You Love Me" this is the hardest words i would ask him because i just cant accept the "NO" even i know his answer will be NO.

There are 3 type of love in this world family,Bf and friendship.I lose my BF but i still have family and friends with me throughout this tough time.I cried for uncountable time till i have swollen eyes however i know tears wouldn't bring someone back even if yes,he's just being nice and sympathy toward me....PLS IM NOT BEGGAR AND BEGGING FOR LOVE and that why I need to move on and build up my confidence level.....however this doesn't mean that i dont care for him...I will still care for him simply because i S-T-I-L-L love him.....just that i shouldn't frequently msg him or etc etc but my heart stil cares for him....maybe this sounds silly to u but for me,it so hard for me to stop caring for him because that what i did for the past 2 years plus plus..........however I m not a STALKER,if he feel offended with whatever i did and i will stop it at once no worries.

Broken heart

i was so down recently,i could hardly curve a smile on my face.....i almost skipped one week classes which it's nvr happen before.....because of assignment and my emotions...

this incident happened last Sunday,i could hardly accept that he is no longer be by my side but i still keep trying but ended the same and now i gave up...but i really need time to cope with whatever happening now simply because I M HUMAN and i do have feeling...i couldn't just let go easily because i still love him very much....

God please stop fooling me around...i had enough of losing my precious things...please don't fool me anymore............................

thanks for the support gals and guys, u know who u are....im so sorry if i disappoint u guys....