Wednesday, April 29, 2009

last day of exam

sigh another few hours and i m going to sit for my economic paper...felt so nervous...nt because i wan it to end fast since this was my last paper...is because i feel like i m nt well prepared....i gave up on alot chapters....sigh..because time consuming yet i m stil here once again...sigh...

resitting the feeling wasnt that good because im study all alone...at home seeing my roomate so nice spending their precious time watching movie yet i m try my best to study in front of the tv and of cuz i get distracted easily so many nice programme waiting for me.....sigh...and going to college alone and stay at library to study also alone...even i got question i m gonna find my own solution....

pray hard i can do it later lor...stupid i m suffering here yet u sleeping so well there no use fella....sigh......

work hard..i dun wanna spend another one year in tarc juz because of this paper...wuwu...


wish me luck..i reli need luck to pass this sub....sigh.....

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

blek.....

arghh..in this moment...i should stick my ass on the chair and study for tomorrow paper...
business economic....unfortunately...im reli going insane soon.....sigh.....i juz hate econ..bt one best friend of mine reminded me that i love econ during my high skul...bt not now anymore....no ways i would love economic....


today kinda happy cuz my fren told me that a tutor wil be revising on every chapters...im so curious who is de tutor..and should be good one because he is teaching Diploma in Economic....
de door was open alittle...and i manage to glance through room and i saw my former bec tutor inside...GOD u wouldnt make this jokes in this moment..my hope is all depend on de tutor because i m nt prepared and hope the tutor can help me to understand all de chapters......
sigh...stil i went in and ask him and he keep explaning bt my mind was there....
de funniest thing he said was "wat grade u got in bec" i replied " no i absent" and he said u seem to be so strong and so coincidence u sick on tat time *he doubted*........sick mean sick lar need reason..even sumone with muscular body also will sick lar..bacteria/virus infection u noe...stupid as if i asked for it lidat...u gila a....i too much money til i wan to pay RM50bucks for this subject....siao gila.....

and now in library wit one of my fren....she is so serious in studying well this is de 1st time i experience this becuz everytime we here sure tok craps than study....so i was abit unease and that what make me here now and writing blog...


tomorrow is my last paper....i reli pray so hard that i will juz pass that paper....i juz aim for pass ni....after tomorrow i wil free..go anywhere i wan...

sigh i so missed u lea u noe onot wuwuw.....sigh.......
being alone in the hse din sound great huh....doing everything alone....so this show that im COLLECTIVISM.....hahahahx.. bt somtimes when i really need to be alone i mean it lea.....hahax
that all lor...i need to go back to my right track...i shouldnt be here...i must go study now...haha bye
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Saturday, April 18, 2009

past 1week

juz had my test today..expect an A for it...bt the A are juz too far away from me...sigh....the objective are dam tricky..or i m juz too careless....bt stil tat paper is sure pass de so no worries bout it......

my next paper wil be on next friday...which is one of my major....hope i can reli score for it....cuz i reli ned to increase my CGPA....god bless me.....i MUST study for this last moment....

Sigh after this exam...i m no longer a TARC-ian..my id gonna expired on end of may..no more student price for me....pathetic...while ppls ard me are student bt i m going to work soon....hw scary it was...basically i juz hate the office life environment...paperworks weeeeeee...i dislike it...hw hw hw.....and everyday work frm 9 to 5 wuwuw sigh..and now our country is facing recession wuwu...everyone keep ask me to cont study cuz it's hard to find jobs and wit jus dip cert....hahahax...stil i m firm wit my decision i guess no1 can change it....bt i wil rmb u all de my fren....hahahax

the frequent of quarrel are juz keep increasing btw me and him....we can juz argue over everything i would say....for example...one fella took of his shoe in the library and the "nice" smell juz spread over every places and i know it's rude so to show how gentlemen u are , u should go to him and politely tell him bout it instead of insulting him by capturing the pic of him....and sumtimes i reli dunoo wat exactly inside ur mind...im kinda lost wit it....sigh..
bt sumtimes u are juz so caring and tender to me.....SO TELL ME WAT ARE U???? IM LOST!!!!

u are going to be indepent after i leave frm GK lor....ned to take bus alone...go college alone..eat wit hsemate...everything is all now depend on urself..juz like u before i moved to GK..so adapt the environment lor my dear...i bet u can de....pray hard i m able to rent out my master room...please!! my deposits......wuwuw....ok that all for the moment....good luck in exam everyone!!!!