simple upDATES

phew forgotten my password for blogspot this shown how long i did not log in for blogspot....hahahax...


anyway juz a simple updates hahahx or juz come craps....

juz bought laptop dell purple instead of red..kinda regret but nth can be done....
so i can online now at gk home but not my home because my hse no connection..sad nyer.....phew

my year1 sem2 started long long time and now already week 8 den next sem internship....assignment due soon...phew!!!stressed!!!

i guess that all ba...hahahx

im confused

im soooo confused of everything......im so lost......i find it hard to open my gold mouth to talk...to socialise with others......i tot talking is my expertise and the only thing im good at.....but im wrong.Totally wrong....thing juz screwed up.......and because i think i good at talking and that why i choose marketing course as my major in my dip and adv dip........and now i reli doubting myself can i make it through the end.....even if i can complete my dip and adv dip........and got my certificate......can i make money with the cert that i got?i get employed juz because of the cert....can i sustain in the company without doing any talking with the customer?CAN I??WAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!fuck man i hate the current me!!! i keep giving excuse that i dont know chinese and so this is the factor that i unable to communicate with them...but deep down in my heart i know this isnt a problem this is juz a fucking excuse that i created to escape from the problem i m facing....

ok the end of my emo-ness post......

back to my life now...result released....passed all..luck was juz by my side....nth much to say..hope i can treat this as a motivation and do better this semester.....the subjects of this semester was kinda boring...now we are flooded with assigment,proposal deadline,tutorial presentation,.......
this is wat always happen at the beginning of the sem....now no more last minute work because coursework contribute 40%......haha so must do well in the assignment in order to get better grade in exams.......ok that all for that


now my sahabat is working in an accounting firm,glad to hear that as i guess she can learn alot since account is always her expertise.....hahaha...even the salary is low but keep going k.....at least u can gain knowledge by that..now juz build ur foundation 1st k?even it's tired but keep going we are alwiz there for you....*alto im abit far frm u but u can alwiz find ang a bee a jean a ben a mun a joey a.....hahahahah*


i think that's all for now ba....updates more next time ya......

updates

it been so long since my last update....my sem break juz over....where there alot of things happen during this period and it consist of so many "first time" bt it was great experience.....

first of all, i been working with yen for Digi..promoters for DIgi postpaid....i tot it was easy jobs because in my thought i think that i juz ned to promotes the sim pack bt im absolutely wrong....i ned to learn how to register for them...a very long procedure...headache...that why i was kinda reluctance to promote for it...bt this job is more flexible compared to job at g2...no complaint,no client,no training....hahaha

next is celebrating sharon belated birthday,we went to hot hot pot...the environment is very clean and the food are well arranged.haha.....eat and eat and eat...non stop because we paid for it waaahaha....what's up next? 2nd round...we went to genting so random..they suggested many places but all was banned cuz i ned to work next day hahhah..sorry guys..anyway we went to genting...sooooo darn cold!! im freezing!!!i gonna be ice cube soon......but they al like bo rasa...for the very first time i use a silver colour thing (steal from ben's car) to cover myself and i know it was dam yong sui but i got no choice...sorry guys i know i abit sou heng lor cuz urging u all go back wuwuwu bt i reli veryyyyyyy cold..next time no jacket no genting k?ahahaha

coming up next is our malacca trip....duno who suggested and we make it happen!alto im pk but i cant miss the fun...we went there at nite den check in at the King's apartment...keep taking pic...one funny incident was the towel and the baldi a duno wat it called jatuh kat jamban everyone say i did it on purpose wuwuw...not me a not me a!!den next day walk ard and eat ard then back kl lor...

and then work for LG smartphone for 2days haha..not bad..first time i come across jobs that i do not need to put in any effort juz sit there and ppls will approach u and ask me about EVERYTHING BUT NOT THE PHONE hahaha..so i juz sat there whole day yet staffs there are so friendly yet funny...haha....

next fri result gonna release lor...pray hard i manage to pass all the subjects and so i can buy my laptop too!!!my beloved lappiee im coming to u....


that all for now hehehe seema long post hahahaha

~i miss u~ beloved fei chai~~

examination is coming very soon...im so scared that i would fail again....although it is common for me to take the resit form from SBS school but not now anymore....because i wanna work on sem 3 and dun1 waste money on resitting my paper and my time as well....so i ned to work hard because i m not intelligent as other not as clever as other....but i will try my best to REDUCE the subject to resit waahaha.....my life is pretty normal nowadays......my mom had thrown my beloved doggie,my Lovely Fei Chai away....i loved him so much altho it wasnt any branded dog...it looked dirty or cheap for everyone but not ME.....why did dey throw it away without my acknowlegement....phew.....at least i would have to play with him for last time lea....haiz..hopefully he's doing fine now.....i miss u fei chai!!! wuwuwuwu....
another thing was my phone finally reaches it's time....it had being serving me for almost 3years and now it couldnt stand any longer....but at least it's giving me signal to save money to get new one before it die....thanks god...but i need to stick wit oh yee kang every moment so i can use his phone to charge my battery....it sound good isnt it? hahahax at least i stil got phone to use...and i learnt my lesson..."sediakan payung sebelum hujan" but for me it would sound like "sediakan payung semasa mendung" waahahaha.....at least got time for me to save money...and i going to get a new one after my september examination ba........and mister oyk keep nagging beside of me saying that even i got a new one i wouldnt take good care of it also and it would ended like my phone now...perhaps he's right...seeing his phone looked kinda new waaahah compared to mine *ahem ahem* he even accused me that i didnt take good care of him.....bleuuk.....stil hoping that everything was on the right track ba.......perhaps miracles does happen and im LUCKY.........

bleuuk T.T

im home today...hahax....early in the morning meet up wit yen and ang den headed back to my secondary school...and we chatted awhile with pn.chai...first time come frm her mouth is "wahliao so thin dy" and her jaw like gonna drop waahahax...feel so paiseh cuz we didnt turn up when they said wanna go find Pn chai during CNY...sorry!! and Pn.Chai told us that principle was busy because ned to "entertain" ppl frm Jabatan Pendidikan if i m nt mistaken...so decided to take any guru kanan signature den siam lor...before that we decided to eat at canteen for our breakfast...and then the principle came by and asked us how are we doing.. and ask the reason we are there....lala and ang replied "actually the purpose we are here is to find u" hahaha...and he juz said okok the go to my office because he gonna off to sumwhere else....woooottt lucky nyer....3of us kin kin rush to his office and get our application form signed!!!then head to jusco for the stamp hasil...and ang left before us because rush to work again...hardworking lea her...and me and yen juz ngong ngong sit at arena and wait for bee and jean confirmation on where to LIM TEH....but decided to head to bee's hse for RUMMY...!hahax...eventually this is the first time i WON after gamble with them for so long!! hahahx...anyway this is juz a game dun keep in heart k?hahahax i also feel kinda guilty though...hahahz.....but nvm lor since this is my 1st time of winning u guys the money right...hehehe
wanna use the money to treat u guys for drinks but too bad u all say wanna back home...hahahax...but chance will only come for once!! hehehe...

and ned to do my PO powerpoint phew..once i opened the attachment of my assignment and i go through the Question i did...i think she had deleted my answer and write in her own answer... and so what the point asking me to do...u jus do for all lar.....and feeling so heng because my hardwork and u juz delete the whole thing..phew.....!!!i would be happier if u would tell me if my answer do not apply to the case or watsoever the reason would be....phew....dam i dun wanna same group with her anymore!!!

and his birthday coming soon...hehe and my sis as well....hahax so going to eat steamboat this sunday so called family day...heheh happy happy....but why didnt my mom remembered my birthday and din even bothered to celebrate wit me...sad case...phew....bleuul

finals is coming very soon...thought of it reli make me headache...2weeks away and im gonna sit for my adv dip 1st year and 1sem examination.....and the subjects was tough and i dun even know if i manage to pass all or not....but not giving up at least i tried my best and so now i should be studying instead of writing this post...but im juz so tired dont know why..is like my soul wasnt at the right place..and my life is totally a mess....and i reli dont know what am i doing now...i dont know how to differentiate right or wrong of the decision that i've made....many ppls say as long as u dun regret over it and it's okay...but wat if i m feeling extremely regret bout it?mean i made a wrong decision....but everything it's too late....ever wonder if clock will tick anti-clockwise??it's impossible!!

okay back to working...as i mentioned wil be working with ben for 3weeks at wet market...hahax funny thing was we went for the wrong wet market and that why when de MBPJ come and we need to move everything in...and so out of nowehere sum1 yelled and i dont even know what happening,seeing ppls beside me packing their thing and i was wonder should i do the same thing?hahahax OF COURSE YES!!!phew....i was kinda shocked everything happened juz in an blink of eyes...but act the MBPJ ppls juz passed by ni..stupid....we had moved our booth in twice!!funny,tired but we learnt.......


im feeling so sick now....but i still ned to work tml...hope everything gonna be okay and pray hard that wont be complaint by the client again and so i dont need to go for training again...and i dont wanna be fired anymore....paiseh!! ish...thankz my mom for being so caring to me and keep asking me to eat eat and eat....because she feel that i getting thinner and thinner but i reli dint go for any weight management or i refuse to eat...perhaps stress ba....and many ppls ask me the same thing but i juz dun realize that....and my mom told me to go audition for Astro Pageant i dont know if the title was correct and she was so confidence that i m gonna IN for the audition wahaahx funny....Mommy a there alot ppls who is prettier and smarter than me lor...Mom said "dont give up and juz go for it mayb u could be the one" waahahahx...funny..but im nt interested in joining it though...hahax...wait til i feel that i m perfect 1st waahahxa....


i guess that all for now.....haha....

hahax...throughout the week all i did was RUSHING MY ASSIGNMENT....which my coursework and assignment submission due on last fri...phew yet i do not have a good time management where i didnt learn to prioritize my task and keep procrastinate the thing that ned to be done!!and everything is juz last minute works...but glad that we managed to submit our assignment on time and the coursework aint that hard.....and when we going to submit our assingment i pok kai on the staircase at the admin block WTF.......im counting the day since my last pok kai....waahaha....luckily there wasnt many ppls onli ang who watched the whole incident...fuck 9 so dam paiseh....and the pk position also dam ugly.....ish.....

another funny thing is continuously for 3week i will be working with ben at wet market to promote the new product from Knorr Pasti Sedap All in one Seasoning...today is the first day...where we onli got 10 packets of stocks this mean we onli ned to sell all of it the jiu reach target dy....easy hor...juz give out sampling...then when ben went for break and im all alone there den i saw alot DBKL there...i was kinda confused i dont know i should pack the whole thing inside or left it there because we got the authorisation letter....and then the ppl came by and asking for the authorisation letter with a "Friendly" face and ben ngam ngam back dy -relief- den ben deal wit the ppl and then ni realize that the venue in the letter is wrong...and the officer instructed his subordinate "angkat angkat semua kasi angkat" they took the stove,wok and the cooler box away..the aunty there quickly ask us to move the booth inside...WE ARE NEW OKAY!!!good experience though.....and it's like those Hong Kong series where the "siu fan" will runaway with their portable stall when dey saw those police or DBKL hahahx...

funny thing from yen's blog..where she is wondering where tears come from....i been questioning her about this few weeks back i guess....isnt that is unique where we can laugh when we happy, cry when we sad, SMILe When we wanna act polite....wahahaha....at least we are able to release out feeling out through this way and able to show our emotion....i believe the tears tank in our body is surely huge because i got unlimited free flow d...waaahah

many things that we cant control ,sumtimes I rather leave it undecided because i just too afraid to know the answer...yeah ppl might think this is a way of escaping as i think it's very subjective....but i still prefer thing to happened like dat....

frens-feel free to ask me out for drinks as im will rot if i stay there all the time wahahaha....